My mistakes
Will they allow me to live normally?
I don’t think so.

My mistakes
Will they vanish from the surface of this universe ?
I don’t think so.

My mistakes
Will they be forgiven and forgotten?
I don’t think so.

My mistakes
Will they ever stop being a burden of guilt I hoist on to myself ?
I don’t think so.

My mistakes
Will they ever let me sleep peacefully?
I don’t think so.

My mistakes
Will they ever stop mentally harranguing me ?
I don’t think so.

My mistakes
Will they ever be  didactic / pedantic for me ?
I don’t think so.

My mistakes.                                                      Did they evolve in any life changing ?       Maybe yes or maybe no.

My mistakes                                                     Did owning up made me feel better?              I don’t think so.

My mistakes
Will they ever stop making me forlorn?
I don’t think so.

My mistakes and my blunders
Are only mine to own up and carry like a lodestar for the rest of my life