What are you most worried about for the future?

I put my head on the pillow and I am in a deep slumber. Suddenly I feel a thud in my side and I wake up startled.

I see the Yamdevta with a big gadda ( mace ) looking ferociously towards me. Me in a panic mode – Pl pl it’s not my turn , I am still so young and have lot to explore and develop. Yamdevta, flaring his nostrils and letting out a loud shriek Yamdevta – You self obsessed and narcissistic perimenopausal female, at least for a change, look beyond you, yourself and you

I – On my knees ,in a simpering voice Yamdevta I own only 500 plus dresses ( Saris only 100 ) , shoes are so less not more than 30 and my dressing table is only full of imitation jewellery ( hand rings only 65, nose rings only 40 ) . How do you expect me to leave all this and accompany you. Don’t I have any responsibility, accountability towards them. Who will take care of them ? They all have been complaining for long, that they feel undervalued and not appreciated as they are very less in numbers and hence I have been on a fierce online shopping spree.

Amazon, Myntra and Flipkart deliveries will start happening from tomorrow, how can I leave my new born babies without properly grooming and moulding them as per my fashionista.

Yamdevta pulls out his hair in frustration , grunts and growls and disappears . I back in my reverie of sleep 💤