Why why did you change so much that my heartbeats don’t reach you any more ?

Why why did you change so much that neither my smiles nor tears reach you ?
Why why did you change so much that none of the old memories stir anything in you ?

Why why did you change so much that I don’t know who I am without you ?
Why why did you change so much that from being the reason to wake up smiling you became a reason to cry myself to sleep?

Why why did you change so much that I miss how we used to talk every minute of each day and how I was able to tell you everything that was on my mind.

Why why did you change so much that you don’t realise how much you have changed and gone a thousand miles away from me .

Why why did you change so much that it’s only our old WhatsApp conversation that brings a smile to my face and the only solace I get is listening to all the songs we would send .

Why why did you change so much that it hurts me that I am no longer important to you like I was earlier.

I know only change is permanent but wish certain things never changed as you saying you will love me forever and that forever would be everlasting

Why why when I had so many reasons to give up on you , still chose to stay .